Just got home from a girls night out to this really cool place - [I'm taking steps to be more socially how shall I put it? yes more socially 'accomplished']
Some of the people I met tonight were totally new and random.... and some who I am very good friends with! So two divergent sets...
So it was really a test of how much I had learnt as the result of the previous post and your comments.
So to begin with I had a small talk with myself wherein I told myself I was going to be confident and no one was going intimidate me...
And lo and behold I had such a rocking time.
Before I went out, I read and re-read all your comments and suggestions - and thought I'd conduct an experiment on myself...and report to you all the success or failure of this experiment.
Felt a bit weird to be the subject of your own experiment... but cool
But I rocked tonight... it was bloody amazing and exhilarating. Girl's night out is so much fun!!!!!!!
... another realization I got was that it would be so cool if we could be in the state of mind that we are in when we are slightly inebriated...normally as well... without being drunk..
We'd be so much easier with ourselves and we wouldn't be second guessing everything and examining all of our actions with a bloody magnifying glass of introspect.
Just be...people... just be...
I think I think tooooo much!!!!!!!!!!